Kitten,

And I am an awful man. I know you were choking today when I told you to go “all the way down,” but you did it anyway. Because you’re such a good, obedient girl.

You please me.

You’re going to please me again soon, after I’ve spent a long time touching you and rubbing oil on your back. That’s the least I can do, considering the things I’m going to do to you afterward. All the things.

I daydream about you kneeling on the bed, your head bobbing slowly up and down, while I pinch your nipples and put my hand on your neck and tell you what a good sub you are. I imagine taking your head in my hands and slowly moving you up and down, pushing into your throat, holding you there and then letting you gasp and breathe again for a moment before I make you do it again.

I’m hard now, thinking about it.

I’m going to be rough with you, Kitten. I’m going to leave bright red handprints on your pretty bottom. I’m going to make you have several orgasms, make you hold the vibrator against your poor battered little body longer than you want to as I hold your hips and slowly thrust back into you. I’m going to tell you to turn around and take my cock in your mouth, choke you with it, then spin you around again and fuck you deeply. Over and over.

When I tell you to kneel on the floor like I did yesterday and today, I’m enjoying making you service me. It isn’t just the feel of your lips sliding down my cock, though I love that. It isn’t just looking down at your naked breasts, at my cock thrusting into your mouth, though I love those things too.

What I love most, my dear wife, is that you do what you’re told. You kneel when I tell you to. You take out your breasts when I tell you to.

I love your obedience. It makes me want to spoil you and do things for you, touch you, feed you, take care of you. And it makes me want to batter your body, leave you sore and exhausted and used and bruised on the inside, bleeding a little where your lips have been pressed between my cock and your teeth for so long.

Sleep well, Kitten. Rest. Get ready for your mean old dom.

ALL My Love,
YOUR Awful OLD Dom

Kitten,

When it’s been too long — and it’s been much too long — I settle, and forget a little bit how much I want you.

Then I spend just a minute with you kneeling in front of me, my cock in your mouth, your breasts out and your eyes looking up at me, and it all comes back, and I want.

I’ve been thinking about you all evening. Wanting. Restless and impatient for the next time I can have you in my bed, touching you, taking my time with you. Doing awful things to you.

And it’s been far too long, and there are so many awful things to do to my Kitten. My obedient Kitten.

ALL My Love,
YOUR Awful OLD Husband