Kitten,

[ I will probably be asleep by the time you read this. It won’t be a long night of sleep — though I could use one. But I have an early appointment with a client many time zones to the east, and must be up at a preposterous hour for that. This will be my goodnight, Kitten. ]

Your brute misses you. It hardly matters that you’re still feeling the pain from the last time I had you: I want you, again, now.

Let me tell you some of what excites me about you, Kitten. This isn’t why I love you (well, it’s part of why I love you), but it is part of why I desire you as much as I do, and why I’m so eager to have you again and again.

I love your eagerness to submit. You’re a smart, strong, capable woman, and that makes your willingness to surrender yourself to me even more exciting than it otherwise would be. When I walk in and find you kneeling on the floor near my bed, naked, waiting for me just as I’ve told to do, the feeling is almost indescribable. It makes me want to push you, use you, take liberties with you even more than I already and always want to do. And so I take my time, walking around you and looking at your lovely body as if it were my property — which is exactly how it feels. I find myself thinking of new and ever more unreasonable things to do to you, new ways of savoring my mastery of you. If, in the end, I usually simply thrust my cock roughly down your throat and make you lick the length of it, that’s merely because fucking your mouth is the thing I most want to do, and taking the thing I most want is what always pleases me best about my Kitten.

I love the way you suffer for me, Kitten. When you kneel on the bed, raising your pretty bottom to me, knowing I’m going to thrust my big hard cock into your tight little ass and make you come again and again as I drive myself deeply and painfully into you… Kitten. It makes me feel like a brute — and I like feeling like a brute. I love to watch you grip the sheets so desperately, and to hear you gasping and sobbing as I take you. And your orgasms when I’m deep in you this way, your screaming shuddering orgasms, are beautiful, and excite me more than you know.

I love to watch you while you lay on your back, my cock between your lips, your hips moving with your excitement as you moan and suck and gasp. It’s such a beautiful and exciting vision, Kitten, that I could watch you do it for hours. Except I can’t, because I always want you again, want to grab your hips and hold you down and press my weight against you and fuck you hard, my arm around your neck and my chest pressed against your breasts. I want that right now, to kiss you and feel you gasp as my cock goes too deeply into you, my hand behind you tipping you up so I can fuck you deeper and harder.

So this is my goodnight to you, Kitten. And I’m counting the hours until I can have you all those ways once again.

Sleep well, my darling sexy obedient little sub.

Love,
YOUR Terrible Dom,
Q.