Quiet, protective, gentle. And, still, always here. And, still, inevitable.

I’ll leave you with this, for now:

I told you what I’m going to do, the next time I have you in my big white bed. This is what I’m looking forward to doing, more than anything else.

It will be after I’ve done other things to you, made you cry out, been a little rough with you, and used your body pretty aggressively.

And it will be after you’ve pleased me very much.

I am going to sit up against the pillows, and put my arms around your shoulders and under your legs, and curl your body into a little ball in my arms, and hold you on my lap and against my chest, and have you rest your head on my shoulder, and be very quiet with you.

And, in fact, I’m doing that now, and will be until further notice. So be still, kitten.