Kitten,

You feel calmed and settled when I take you in hand, make you kneel, take away all of your choices and cause you a little pain and discomfort as I please myself with your body. I understand that. Because I feel very settled and at peace when I do those things to you, when I command you and possess you and make you surrender to me.

When I get busy, when I feel the pressure of so many details, I often want the simplicity of focusing on you to the exclusion of everything else. I feel it right now: I want to take you, feel your little body pinned beneath mine, hear your moans and gasps, and watch you wince as I thrust my cock too deeply into you. I want your simple, enthusiastic obedience, as you kneel on the bed and worship my cock with your hands and mouth.

Next time, it will have been too long, and I’ll be demanding and aggressive. Loving, but firm, even a little rough with you. You’ll be sore, after — for quite a long time after, I think. And I’ll enjoy every moment of it.

Love,
Your Querido