Kitten,

Tonight I am thinking about taking care of you. That covers a lot of ground: I want to take care of your day-to-day troubles, I want to make you feel securely dominated, and I want to beat you and use you so that your body knows how helpless and possessed it is. I want to take care of you because you are my person and my sub — mine — and I am your person and your dom — yours. And because I love you.

Mine. Yours.

When I have you on your back and I’m holding your hips and pulling them up off the bed, I can thrust into you so that my cock hits high and forward inside you. I touch the same place with my fingers when you’re on your back and my cock is in your mouth, and I’ve got two fingers deep inside you curled and pressing hard against you.

You know the spot I mean.

It’s the same place I hit when you’re on your stomach and I’m holding you down against the bed, my weight pressing against you, thrusting almost straight down into you, the fingers of one hand curled around your pelvis to hold you still.

One of these days very soon, I’ll fuck your lovely ass while you’re in that position. But I’m not talking about that right now. (I imagine you shaking your head no, cutely, as you read this. It makes me smile, knowing I’ll ignore you — and knowing you know I’ll ignore you.)

I talk about making a movie. I don’t know if we ever will; it isn’t important to me that we do. But I love the thought of showing you off.

More than a movie, I want to have you in front of an audience. We will do that someday. It’ll be a small audience, perhaps one couple, probably young, carefully chosen. We’ll be somewhere far from home, in a hotel. I’ll find them and arrange for them to be in our room, sitting in dim light, where they can watch but not be too obvious.

The rules will be very clear: they can watch, but they can’t speak, or touch you. You’ll know they’re there, but you’re an obedient sub and so you’ll do as I tell you. You’ll undress, and kneel, and service your dom just as I like, with me thrusting roughly into your throat as I tell you what a good kitten you are, what an obedient kitten.

Then you’ll lie on your back on a table, naked, while I take stand at the end of the table and take you. I won’t make you have an orgasm, not this first time. That’s for my pleasure only, your orgasm. This is simply for showing off my kitten and how obedient she is.

After, when they’re gone, we’ll start again. This time, you’ll have orgasms — the long, drawn-out ones I like to inflict on you. You’ll have orgasms with my cock in you in every possible way, until you’re quivering and exhausted. Then I’ll come in you, deep inside you, filling you. (Yes, it will be after the surgery. I am very eager for this, to fill you that way. Again and again and again.)

Want.

Love.

YOUR,
Q.