Kitten,

I want things–not because they please you, not because they excite you, and not because you’re willing to give them to me. I want these things because the thought of demanding them from a woman and having her submit to me excites me greatly.

But the fact that they do please and excite you, and that you’re willing and eager to give them to me, makes you perfect for me.

What things do I want? I think you can guess many of them.

I want to thrust my cock into your throat. I don’t want it to be easy for you, I don’t want you to do it without effort. I want you to struggle to do it, to gasp and choke and fight to get my cock in your throat. And I want you to feel a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment–pride even–when you succeed. That’s incredibly exciting to me, that a woman would be proud of doing something so hard simply because to do so is an act of obedience to me.

I want to fuck your ass. Again, I know it’s hard for you, even painful. The physical pleasure is mostly mine. But, more, the pleasure of holding you down and doing something so wholly unreasonable to you, of putting you through the discomfort and the challenge of something so unnecessary and excessive–and having you surrender to me–is fantastic. It’s your eagerness to please me, to give me anything–even outrageous things–that excites me most, even more than the very real and significant physical pleasure.

I want to tie you up. It isn’t that I simply want to prevent you from moving: I can do that without tying you. It’s that I want you to allow it, and to be excited by the prospect of surrendering so much authority to me, of trusting me with control over your body.

Always, in everything we do, that aspect of surrender excites me. From the moment you’re alone with me, you’re vulnerable to me, vulnerable to being physically overwhelmed, to being violated and abused. Your eagerness to give me that much power, knowing that some of the things I’ll do to you will be difficult, even painful, thrills me.

And that’s a big part of what I want: I want to do things to you that are difficult for you, and painful, things that are exciting and pleasing to me but hard and challenging for you. I want your willingness, your eagerness. Your wantonness.

There’s a world of challenging things I want to do to you, Kitten, and that I will do to you.

Love,
Sir